Aftershock

Okay, so I admit.  After 30 days of posting daily, it feels a little weird not to come on here and give something.  Unfortunately, I have nothing to really give.  I didn’t go running (although I should have) and I didn’t get any studying done on my midterms.  I did do research all night while Private Practice played in the background.  Hopefully my group will be satisfied for half-ass, because honestly… I don’t know what they expect from me.  I have never been this lost in an academic environment before.  I’m learning, but not to the level I feel that I should be.  This is ME we’re talking about.  I’m smart.  I’m good at school.  I want to do it for a living.  Being lost is not an option.  Add in the fact that the new job isn’t as bright and shiny as I thought it was… and you have me.  At 10:21 on a Thursday night (after I went through almost the WHOLE DAY without realizing it was Thursday until Grey’s Anatomy posted something on Facebook).

This, my friends, is sad.